after trial...

Unlike others, i dun feel any mood to celebrate it..after the trial..another thing bounces out in my mind

:study again!

Why the world is so boring and dull?LOL.do anything can make my life different from my daily routine?

Yes,indeed.But what?my parents wont definitely gonna release me before the real 1 come.

geez..I cant overcome all the stresses and the pressures.I am also a human not a robot..

I know that maybe the pressure i created for myself.

But for what I am suffering myself?

The thing I am sure to say is I am planning my future path for myself, so I have no choice but make the painful

and no-mercy decision right now and here.

What is the future look like?No one knows.But we have the power to change it.

A poor workers?A big boss of an international company?Just a decision i make now.

But,sometimes my friends will ask me,why do you have to face this problems this early?You are still a

secondary student, still have many times to think about it.

But,actually i like to be mature.Not pretend and acting of course.

At the same time,I also kinda hate for someone calls me immature.Hey,I am trying to be mature as hard as I

could!But sometime ends up doing some foolish things.This is a natural things right?If we just put a mature

rule by rule,surely it is entirely dull and boring as the life I have now.So,sometimes mature cannot be measure

so accurately.There are nothing in the world which is definitely wrong and true.If not how come the

idioms:"everything have their benefits and the imperfect part"..haha lol.

Thus,the things which would hurt and harm others is not the immature action and thinking for me.

But,I think 1 day I will definitely become like the adult too..Dull,meaningless..Have their normal routine

without getting boring.yeah..for money i know.

Hey,by the way,do having a career at this age is a dangerous and a immature action?does it mean we cant

have some work experience before we really step into the society.

I know all of you are worried about my safety.But 1 day you would have to left me  to learn how to live on

by myself too.Please don`t think I am still not mature enough for this.I am sure I am ready for it.I just need a

chance for it.Fine.I think I have to pump up all my subjects to a safety zone for As in PMR.I definitely cant

fail on it.If I do,my future ruin.

Lastly,I hope all the candidates of PMR,SPM,STPM and those I don`t know what it called exam all the best

in the exam.Do you best!=]

my own challenge&task

haha..recently i am busy at my revision.lol.

Well,so i take some opportunity to rest and relax abit.

yes!that is blogging.haha.

Now I ready some task for myself.haha.if you dont mind then just take a look.

target(before 10 of july)

science-mastered 

math-mastered


sejarah-mastered


geo-mastered


bm&bi&bc-have improvement


khb-mastered


haha..lucikly still have a month to done my target..


by the way i have reach the target in sej and math.wosh.give me luck.=)

A despair decision

Long time i have put aside my blogger..how pity.

But due to the busy revision i do recently and a too-normal life,i have nothing to post..

Or more exact is I did not had time to do it.

But today i had made a decision:i give up..

It like show the weak side of me:

undetermined,useless either on study or life.

But I do not know why i despite to give up.

Well,I think is the privacy problem I had.

Many question come to my mind:

why cant you just solve it?


why dont you face it?


you scare to see the fact?


well,i tell myself yes.


but how about think at the good sides.


If I change something into another,maybe I will just worsen the situation.


Well then,give up something is a value lesson to learn so.


Because of give up,we know how to appreciate,we know how to pick up another will/hope


So today i learned a lesson:


give up something is actually similiar to the meaning of changing..


because you give up something so you can pick up something at the same time.


Give up give us an another path to walk to.


I think my old one is right.


If you are mature,then just accept the fact and attempt to the situation.

I think I learned the lesson now and future.


Sincerely:
HL

busy holiday..

haih..just a short post since i still having exam right now..

the performance is falls on 15th of June.ah..so mean i gonna to pratice+more time no praticing score?

Well,perhaps i cant rest in the holiday because of this.but i will do my best because i wont rest till i sucess.